想不開的人註定一輩子給人牽著鼻子走。
                                                                               
                                                                               
客廳窗口望出去的那面牆爬滿了開紫色花的攀緣植物,風吹的時候葉子同紫色
                                                                               
的花一起搖曳生姿,像一片大型的流蘇。早晨刷牙的時候我就站在這面窗前,
                                                                               
讓陽光曬得瞇起了眼,睫毛間模糊閃著瓜子似的空間滿滿的是紫色的花。牙刷
                                                                               
的擺動像踢它舞。
                                                                               
                                                                               
夫復何求啊,我說。
                                                                               
                                                                               
然後這吸滿陽光和空氣的飽足感幾乎在進了辦公室以後就漸漸稀薄了,心難掌

控的雀躍又沉寂下去,背光的一個個影子面容都暗了,笑容和不滿的情緒都一
                                                                               
樣背光了,看不清也不太重要。阿姨像念經似的數落孩子和丈夫的不是,但這
                                                                               
經文永遠不會讓人解脫。
                                                                               
                                                                               
很痛苦吧,我說。
                                                                               
                                                                               
然後這下一秒我並沒如預期中地重拾早晨那雲淡風輕的歡快,卻還被那聲音綑
                                                                               
綁著無法動彈。
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
你說該拿人生怎麼辦呢?
                                                                                
                        
                                     
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